Survey;; Me BoreD
THE GUY I WANT: 1. hair color : brown, black 2. eye color : doesnt matter 3. heiqht : 5'2 and taller; I'm 5'1 so yeah . .. 4. six pack : hahaha oh yes 8D 5. long or short hair : short 6. qlasses : i like glasses. makes them look smart 7. piercinqs : preferably not 8. scars : uh. 9. eyebrows : NO UNIBROW. TWO EYEBROWS PEOPLE 10. big butt or little : BIG BUTT ! :D 11. chest hair : EW. 28. would he pay for dates : We could split? 29. does he kiss on the first date : I guess ? 30. where would you go to dinner : I dont care as long as there is food. 31. would he bring you flowers : yes 32. would he lay under the stars with you : Okay 33. would he write poetry about you : As long as its nothing nasty like that one that we have in english about boobies. 34. would he call you 247: He USED TO anyway. . .. 35. would he hang out with you and YOUR friends : Duh. 36. would you hang out with him and HIS friends : Sure. 37. will he walk you to the door at the end : DUH. What if I get mugged, raped, or kidnapped ?! 38. holding hands : of course. 39. soccer : me no like soccer 40. baseball : me no like baseball 41. basketball : me love basketball 42. football : boring. 43. water polo : haha sure 44. surf : sure 45. skateboard :sure 46. snowboard : no! what if he does like sonny bono ?! 47. sing : yeah 48. play quitar : yeah 49. play piano : okay 50. play drums : cool 51. clean his room : yes. I'm a neat freak, i dont wanna have to clean up after him 52. paint, draw, sculpt : sure I like painters…. 53. writes his own music : ok 54. use the word dude : not a lot 55. use the word tiqht : not a lot. 56. like the color pink : ... thats kinda disturbing... 57. what kind of car does he drive :ummmmmm ? 58. how old is he : NOTHING OVER 5 YEARS. I had a four year difference and its already complicated enough. IF HE WAS LIKE 20 THATD BE KINDA WRONG ! 59. what would his name be: cough mikey cough. 60. loud or shy : a little of both 61. rich or poor : wouldnt matter as long as he was nice. 62. ugly or hot : ummmm cute ? 63. what kind of music : hip hop, slow jams, rock 64. sing in the shower : as long as hes not as bad as me 65. popular or nerd : NERD LIKE ME 8] 66. obsessed with me : . . . . as long as hes not the stalker type 67. always busy : no 68. uses pick up lines : LMFAO HE USED THOSE ONE ME.. they were kidna cute.. and kinda annoying... 68. checks out other girls : sure as long as he remembers WHO hes with and doesnt DO anything. 69. what nationality : dont care. 70. loves their family : of course
I still love him. I broke up with Jordan. A lot of people told me not to, but I did it. It's better off if he &* I were just friends, because I'm not over Mikey yet. . . =[ Funny though, because I think he's over me. It's something that hurts me, but at least I know he'll be happy. THat's all I really wanted in the end. Sooo... me? I'm happy . . . I guess. . .as far as happy can be, anyway. Let's see. . . I been smiling a lot more, and I'm trying to re-new my friendships with Gigi&*Aya. Yeah, my two best friends that I kinda thought weren't there for me when I was really doing bad. But then I was listening to Girl-Destiny's Child ... Idonno, I guess I always thought of the three of us like that. I miss them though . .. but things change in high school? They're still my GIRLS though =] So I guess I'm trying my best to make things right. As of right now, I'm not lookin for anybody . . . unless there's someone out there? Ay nako. Just for now I wanna try and get my "friend life" back together and make peace with a couple of people. Egh, better get up to the caf before Jack starts yelling at me again. Peace
Okay, so here's how the story goes ::
As you all know, Mikey and I have been broken up for almost 2 1/2 months now. So then a week or so ago I met J0RDAN through Lan. See, Lan dragged me to Jordan's party because he wanted me to have "fun". So then we went and Jordan &* I were talking; I didn't think there was anything going down, but he did ask for my number. After like a week he called me &* after that we started talking a lot. I don't know, I didn't really think anything about it because I thought he just wanted to be friends. Lan only told me on Sunday that Jordan had plans of asking me out. So then on Tuesday he asked me out, but we're taking it slow. I don't know. Jordan is a really sweet guy &* all, but I still love Mikey. I told Jordan all of this; I told him how I really wanted Mikey back, etc. And he said it was fine with him. Yesturday, when I saw him at the doctor's office [we were so surprised we had the same doctor] and we were just talking &* stuff. . . It feels like I'm talking to one of my brothers. I don't know, I want to give him a chance and so that's what I'm doing; but I don't know anymore. As much as I want "us" to work out. . . I want Mikey. I think about him all the time, and I know Jordan can tell because he's always like "your thinking about him huh?" And I told him the truth, because I'm not going to lie to him; and Jordan was just trying to make me feel better. So we got into talking, and I'm gonna try and work things out with Mikey. As for me and Jordan? If Mikey and I don't work out, which I highly believe we won't, then I'm gonna give Jordan a try. Jordan told me that if this whole bet stuff that I told him about, if Mikey really goes through with it, then he told me he'd break up with me. I'm telling you, Jordan is a real sweetie. I wish I could really fall for him... but I can't.